a couple of days ago, my internet was taken down because of problems between my cousin, who i was using his internet, and my parents, which resulted in him moving out. so now we got a new connection!

i’ll try and be more active here as much as i can

i know i’ve been very inactive lately. i’ve been really busy with school, seeing how it’s my last 2 class i need to pass so i could finally leave my community collage, one of those classes is an internship with an art gallery. i’ll try to make more drawing for this blog, just bare with me

I am an introvert. That means that when I’m feeling down, chances are that I won’t actually go to you for help. In fact, I won’t go to anyone for help. You’ll have to actually check on me. I don’t feel that I should burden others with my problems but if you come to me, I might just trust you enough to let you help.

thanks alot. i know i shouldn’t bother with lose of followers but it’s just something that bugs me

i guess i feel this way is because i’ve been know to let people down in real life, so that’s why i feel like they leave because i disappoint. but sometimes i get angry when i get anons asking me for more fanart, so i feel like they old like me for drawing what they like, and only that. i know you’re right that it’s stupid to worry about people unfollowing me. but you are very correct and i’m now at this point of “fuck it, i don’t care now”

ok now i’m just confusing myself ==;